i seriously needs to wake up my bloody idea..got back my prelims results today..it kind of seems like i'm the only that had seriously deproved...well, i noe i have something bugging me at that point of tym (ya la, u noe la, it's a girl' issue ), but hey it's simply not a good enough reason for me to be underperforming..how can i allow such a distraction to derail me from my tracks? now that i eliminate this distraction, but this doesnt mean the same issue will not happen again.. let's analyse..chance of it occuring again : 99.9%...u can call me stupid to always fall for the trap that the girl deploys.. BUT things gonna change now.. i gonna isolate myself from my world of girls, well at least for this period of critical tym.. so all the ruby, jess, cheryl, june, bell, chloe, janice and action city girl... pls simply get out off my mind.. esp u, the one whom i call a great beauty who' s too sexy.. even if u tink i'm really that damn good, that u want it one more tym, but that will have to w8 till after the A lvls..i'm getting fired up to study; esp seeing ppl around me all chioing their work, ppl like my classmates n my sis who is chionging for her O lvls.. i promise i will change for this period of tym, 赶走心魔大计划，正式开始！

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