没有"A"的日子第四十九天..H1 phy ponned me todae..sianz..dun wanna tok bout it..(i'm not the type of guy who goes ga-ga over my results..so heck it..tink of it seriosly, wad's results without passion?)..went bowling with the guys..as usual , i still kinda suck in bowling; i dun hang out often in bowling alleys.. haha..wanted to let my poetic juices flow, but nothing much pretty came out..so heck la, just blog about the regular stuffs..

hm..let's c, wad can i say? okie,i rmb jasper asked me to woo (did he use dis word i'm not too sure)someone i like from dis school..well, it's like..hey, 你还不够了解我是吗,if dere is really someone i like, would i have w8 till now? lol.. afterall, have all of u heard of dis saying 单恋苦，暗恋还比明恋更辛苦, 喜欢就喜欢啦，y ppl let their chance slip by den come back to regret about it beacuse they had not even tried..i really dun understand..some stuffs simply dun have the re-do button.. regrets can only bring one so far..thus i will nv let that happen to me..(or should i say i have nv let that happen b4)... i rather make it out loud crystal clear ..yeah u got me rite crystal clear.. even if the chance may be close to zero.. afterall, like wad others (was it obama, i'm not too sure) say, no matter how small the chance, i'll take it.. So jasper da ge, go for ur girl! JY..( u noe i'll be dere cheering for u)

But seriously, how many actually tink i am mentally ready for another relationship? seriously i'm NOT! if i'm not 100%, i c no point at all.. (i noe alot of u out dere are not too pretty convinced that i'm not ready, but heck, i noe myself best)...y make myself suffer through the same shit again? i do not want to be the one left crying in the end of the day; neither do i want be the one that cause others to cry again.. it's like a dual contradiction..i dunnoe.. u noe, the world is filled with light n darkness, n to paraphrase from it, if u chose the dark side, i will lend u my hand to pull u out onto the bright side; if u chose the light side, i'll be glad to stray into the dark side..

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